For as long as I can remember I was ONLY worried about what I said or did or who said something to me or did something to me YESTERDAY or what I had to do or say TOMORROW or what someone might say or do to me TOMORROW.
Now I practice on a minute to minute basis NOW. I say minute to minute NOT because I am aware of NOW every minute puhleeese....more like i have to drag my mind back every minute (or every second is more like it) to the NOW.
Having said that there are my friends, my family and even a few of my children who live in YESTERDAY and TOMORROW a lot, if not all the time.
I cannot drag them coerce them or tease them into NOW. I have tried. I can remind them of NOW. That is when I remember to be in the NOW lol.
As I grow, accept change, step into the path SOME of my friends & family, people I LOVE, do not share the ability, the willingness or the desire to go with me.
The are stagnant, stuck, lost and have not gotten one big toe on the path nor can they even see it. THATS OK! I LOVE THEM. They are ME.
We ARE ONE.
They may get angry with me, frustrated, jealous and resentful at my happiness and freedom because as I struggle I change into the proverbial butterfly I glow, I fly I accept and so I am beautiful in my STRUGGLE.
I love you where ever you are my loved ones. I understand.
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